Nothing but blue sky... A blend of thoughts, poetry, lyrics, travel anecdotes, anything that comes to mind mid-air, mid-stream, mid-thought about to take off ~ ...thoughts in flight

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Simply Gorgeous



After a few days of getting to know him, it is apparent that I have someone special on my hands, and I do not want to let him go. He's smart, sexy, knows what he wants, and has a focus in his eyes that I have not seen in a man in a long long time, totally refreshing sense of humor and an outlook and observance on life that is unsurpassed and wise. And he's just beautiful with a heart that is shining through with integrity and honesty.

He's 6 foot three and a 1/2 inch, and I stand at five foot and 1/2 inch. Hee hee, I'm sure we make quite a pair! He's muscular and has an amazing presence that makes women gaze a little too long and eyes of men widen and round, gay or straight, at his statuesque stature, Brazilian good looks, undeniable charisma and obvious strength and physical presence. I went to the gym with him yesterday and today and noticed how men are intimidated by him. But somehow, when I stand next to him, I don't feel so small because he bends down to me and smiles at me with those hazel eyes, warm, so warm as he gets to know me and notices my little quirks and ways, sees my face in my mom's smile in a picture, says sweet sincerities that just make me smile and blush and giggle like a little school girl. Tee hee.

And God I could just melt in his arms, my head resting on his big strong chest, listening to his steady heartbeat....ooo. And when he says my name, "Maile..." with his cute endearing Brasilian accent - ahhh... :)

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Smiling Giddy



I have a big glowing smile on my face lately because of a certain somebody! He must've certainly been sent to me from someone up above! :) I can barely concentrate on any one thing at a time. ;) Giddiness is contagious!

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Hurry Up, Tuesday



I woke up at 2AM and couldn't go back to sleep. I can't wait for Tuesday to get here already. He's all I can think about...damn, how is this possible? So fast, but he's had such an amazing effect on me, and everyone can see it in my smile. I just can't wait to see his face be in his presence and be washed over by his eyes and smile. Tuesday just can't get here fast enough.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Sunshiney Yellow



I wore my bright yellow Brasilian tee shirt today on my way to a farmers' market near the downtown financial district of San Francisco where everyone was wearing black, brown and navy blue suits and work clothing. When I put it on, I felt a sunny happy disposition come over me, and as I walked around, I noticed people smiling at me as my yellow tee shirt broke through the sea of fall dull colors of fashion. Whee! Who said you have to wear darker colors now that the temperatures are starting to drop, break the pattern and wear what you want, what makes you happy. Amazing how colors can affect your mood and uplift you and those around you.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

You and Me - by Lifehouse




What day is it - and in what month - this clock never seemed so alive - I can't keep up - and I can't back down - I've been losing so much time - cause it's you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to lose - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - all of the things that I want to say - just aren't coming out right - I'm tripping inwards - you got my head spinning - I don't know where to go from here - cause it's you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to prove - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - there's something about you now - I can't quite figure out - everything she does is beautiful - everything she does is right - you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to lose - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to prove - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - what day is it - and in what month - this clock never seemed so alive

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Could I, Would I? Hmmm...



Could I live in another country? For love, for the right guy, I would. On some days, hell yeah, in a heartbeat. Playfully toying with the idea because gosh, who knows...but hmmm...the thought has been planted. Could I let go of everything here? For love, for the right guy, I would. But for right now, there's time.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Angel Eyes



"You have eyes of an angel"(him)..."but people with eyes of an angel are..." "the worst ones" (me). "YES~!!!!"(him) Ha! We laughed. Hmmm...hee hee. Sometimes not. I'm "trouble" a "troublemaker". Hee hee, as it may seem, but not with the intention. Hee hee, never with intention. Things just happen - with me anyway. Those who know me know that that is simply the life of Maile. It tumbles and turns seemingly out of control but in control within the confines of nothing. I am spontaneous, fly by the seat of my pants, move with the music with whatever feels right, shake your hips is all to the beat and life'll take you wherever it wants to go always for the best in the end and for all the right reasons. Have faith that all will fall, click, fit into place. When all else fails, smile, laugh and giggle, let it go for none of it really is in your hands. Be free, free-spirited, a butterfly with nothing to lose, nothing at all. Fly, girl - fly~*.

Totally Distracted



I am totally distracted on this Monday morning and can't quite get my head and body into working gear after all of the happenings over the weekend and many many miles driven. In a week, you'll be here. I'll be so happy to see your face as you are all I've been thinking about. I'm here trying to keep busy, but I find myself looking out the window, daydreaming, getting nothing done and counting the days.

Desperately - Michelle Branch

Something ‘bout the way you looked at me
Made me think for a moment
That maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives separately
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately
Oh why can’t I ignore it?
I keep giving in but I should know better
‘Cause there was something ‘bout the way you looked at me
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately

You looked my way and said, “you frustrate me”
Like you’re thinking of lines and times
When you and I were you and me
We took our chance out on the street
Then I missed my chance
And chances are it won’t be coming back to me

Oh why can’t I ignore it?
I keep giving in but I should know better
‘Cause there was something ‘bout the way you looked at me
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately
So desperately

Oh why can’t I ignore it?
I keep giving in but I should know better
‘Cause there was something ‘bout the way you looked at me
And it’s strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately

I want you so desperately
I keep giving in but I should know better
I keep giving in but I should know better
So desperately
I want you so desperately

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Swirly Twirly


In a swirly haze of moving music in a much-loved venue, two chocolate martinis a-flowing, dancing, jiving and moving the people around me, fun and release of everything inside, so much inside and so much around me all settling down, everyone going in directions unknown, everyone has their story. I am here in my own life swirl, here for everyone, here living this life. "You know how to live, Maile", one of my colleagues observed and proclaimed. Thank you, that is a compliment that speaks volumes to me. I live, I live hard, I live well, smiling and with eyes constantly discovering the beautiful details in life to keep me afloat face tilted up to the sun soaking it all in.

"To destroy is the first step in any creation." - E.E. Cummings

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

She's OK


Ahhh, what a relief! My Sis, my good best friend Tammy underwent testing today, and she is OK and is in the clear. Thank goodness! I would just be beside myself if anything happened to her. Woo.

Flight Patterns - Salt Lake City

10/12 Southwest flight # 1374 leaves OAK 1:40 PM arrives SLC 4:20 PM
10/14 Southwest flight # 2511 leaves SLC 3:50 PM arrives OAK 4:40 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

Right People, Right Time


Amazing how life puts the right people you need to talk to in your path at the right time. I met with my colleague today, and again, we hit life at the same spot and see eye to eye on changes we both feel we need. She validated my feelings by feeling the same thing on her end in her own time. Happiness takes precedence over stability - we need to have faith that it'll all be all right even if we take risks and let it go, just let it go because being stuck and being miserable is no way to live. We agree that we tolerate it for a little while, but once we're miserable we want out and we'll do something about it immediately. I'm taking action, and I'm hoping and praying it'll work out. If it's in the stars and the powers that may be are behind me, under me, lifting me and pushing me forward, I will know I hit the "kairos", the right time in my life to make this jump, this leap of faith.

Last year, I fought to maintain my lifestyle, my work as I just wasn't ready to make any major changes. Well, now I'm ready. Let's go.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

In Progress


Ten years ago it seemed impossible
That she should ever grow so calm as this,
With self-remembrance in her warmest kiss
And dim dried eyes like an exhausted well.
Slow-speaking when she has some fact to tell,
Silent with long-unbroken silences,
Centred in self yet not unpleased to please,
Gravely monotonous like a passing bell.
Mindful of drudging daily common things,
Patient at pastime, patient at her work,
Wearied perhaps but strenuous certainly.
Sometimes I fancy we may one day see
Her head shoot forth seven stars from where they lurk
And her eyes lightnings and her shoulders wings.

- Christina Georgina Rossetti (1830-1894)

~ I told him I wanted a butterfly tattoo. He said I am already a butterfly - ahhh.... :)

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Change is Coming



I can feel it, change is coming for me. I reached some kind of window, wall in my career, an intersection at which I'm ready to make a much-needed change. What I do right now doesn't feel fulfilling, and I don't feel good about the quality of my work, just doesn't feel like a good fit for me any longer after five years, and the truth came out, tears and undeniable emotion a few weeks back that was a sure sign that I needed to do something. In a profit-driven big company, quantity of work is more important than quality, and that just doesn't sit well with me, the corporate chain was driving me down to the ground making feel like a caged animal with my hands on the bars looking for a way out.

No more - although I have much to be thankful for, I am, like a vacation for two years, it's time to make a change, in the same industry, a twist and turn in positions is all. And it's funny because a phone call from a consistent contact, came at just the time when I was hitting that wall hard blinding me and distorting my vision, that phone ring and message was my beacon in the haze, funny how life works that way. Now with a little time, a bit of perspective, a new simpatico tug on my heart and a relaxed state of mind after my vacation, I see what's in front of me, I listen and realize that this new opportunity that was given to me is a nice culmination of everything I've learned over the years including what I obtained through my education, a nice progression over the last 7 years. Amazing.

I want to hit this next step, bat it out of the park, and see where it takes me. Just when I thought I couldn't get back up, life gave me a lift to get the momentum started again. So I'm here in the moment taking it in. If a window of opportunity is given to me, I am going to open it as wide as I can, and climb right through. Anything is possible, here I go.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Silly Grin of Mine




How could I be so lucky twice in a year? - filled with this silly giddy high feeling like I'm skipping through life everything without a care, smiling at anything, everything, nothing, it's contagious because someone out there is thinking about me, misses me, wants me right now. Maybe two, maybe three, but one matters to me so much, I know I'll cry when I finally see him, a rush of joy, and one matters to me because he's so beautiful inside and out and I can't believe he wants me, ME! I can only have faith that it will all work out in the end. Oh love! What a wonderful natural uplifter of the heart, mind and soul. I count my blessings...

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Hola and Ciao



Life is pretty damn good right now!! Domestic travel plans on the horizon and other hee hee plans are coming up that I am so looking forward to with all my heart, such amazing surprises life gives you at times when you think you've hit rock bottom and you just don't think you can take anymore. I have been blessed by the presence of sweet beings who came out of nowhere, out of strange sympatico coincidences lighting up my life and making me feel so special, loved and....woo, hee hee. Let it flow, let it happen and enjoy the ride whatever comes.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Buenos Aires on the Move



Buenos Aires is a combination of Paris, New York City and San Francisco with South American flair and sophistication all rolled up into one. My first taste of Buenos Aires was a woosh of people walking fast not looking at each other, no one waits for each other poofs of exhaust right in your face as traffic screams by you, pedestrians don't have the righter way, cars do so watch out. At first, I didnt like it because I'm laid back, take it easy, what's your rush...

But then I got used to it, stepping out right as cars passed waiting for no one, no pauses, just go, go with the traffic of people in black suits, slicked back hair and dress shoes. No shorts, no slippers, no casuality at all to be seen. Just keep your eyes forward, no time to take pictures, no time to look around until you step into a shop or galleria out of the hubbub for a second or two. People were a bit snubby and impatient with my sub-Spanish, but after awhile I didn't care and blended with the sea of black hair and straight faces.

Then, there are the underlayers of Buenos Aires, the bohemian La Boca section where there are colorful buildings, tango influence of red and passion everywhere, near the soccer stadium where soccer hooligans as they're called rather than just plain ol' fans break out in their blue, white and gold for the pride of Argentina, cafes bursting with color and life welcome you with wide open doors, artistry on every corner in murals, paintings, sculpture and handicrafts.

The Cemeterio de la Recoleta took my breath away with its above-ground tombs the size of small houses and churches fit for one person to stand in with plenty of arm space, intricately constructed to pay homage to families historically over generation upon generation. And standing in front of Eva Peron's gravesite was surreal as I only dreamt of standing there, pinch me please, was I really here? Tourists edged closer to her gravesite snapping pictures but in a quiet respectful way for a great woman who was loved and adored by her country all the way to her untimely death. Absolutely lyrical. Don't cry for her, Argentina, because she lives with you in your hearts forever.

The wine, oh the wine, was so fine. Yeah, we can buy wine from just about anywhere in the states, but I needed to buy two bottles of this particular Argentinian merlot because the minute it hit my tastebuds, there was no going back - smooth, down, perfecto. I had fresh heart of palm with spinach salad, sirloin steak and perfect cabernet sauvignon for dinner one night, and I ate every last bite and drank every drop because there was something about the quality of the food that was rich and delectable like no other, unbelievably good, fresh and tasty tops. I knew I had to take it all in and savor it.

We went to a tango show, and I thought it would be halfway cheesey...but no. My mouth dropped over and over again as I could not take my eyes off the dancers, such elegance, grace and flexibility in the poses they struck, wow! Impressive, bravo, encore!! The womens' outfits were sparkly and fitted just so that it was classy yet flowed with the dance moves, aggressive and strong yet feminine and poignant, and the men were dashingly, charismatically good-looking, strong, masculine and...well, I couldn't keep my eyes off of one of them in particular.

Buenos Aires is quite a character, complex with layers that need to be taken off one at a time to discover its true beauty. The skies poured rain as we headed to the airport to go home, and our guide Laura said the skies are crying for us since we were leaving. Don't cry for me, Argentina, either as I will surely be back.

New blogs


Check out the links to "Through Maile's Eyes" - a blog of pictures in my mind and "7 Things I am Grateful For" - because life shouldn't be taken for granted and making a list of at least 7 wonderful things of the day is a good way to capture the goodness in life no matter what's going on.

Water Power - Iguacu Falls


Iguacu, Iguassu, Iguazu - oy, I can't get it right, so Iguacu Falls - ahhh! I have never seen Niagara Falls, but now I'm not sure it will do any justice because I have seen Iguacu Falls, so widespread and awe-inspiring that nothing can compare. I was not prepared for the speechlessness I experienced at seeing the Falls, especially on the Brazilian side. I've seen pictures, friends have visited and have shown me their shots, pictures on websites, but to stand in front of the Iguacu Falls is absolutely indescribably wondrous. Its power of water should be harnessed to power the world, absolutely. Someone should look into this if it hasn't already been done.

Ana and I covered ourselves in raingear and helmet to board a speedboat that took us to the foot of the Falls and ran us by the spray purposely too much to get us wet and invoke squeals. Advised to take a waterproof camera by a friend, I recorded the entire experience - wheee! I shouldn't have bothered with the raingear because we got hit by a wall of water as it splashed over the side of the boat and hit Ana and I square in the face and all over our clothes and feet (our guide told us we should probably bring an extra change of clothes - good thing he did! Ha!). We screamed! - and it seemed like we were the only ones screaming as we were the only ones who got hit, a direct hit - ha! Even the lady sitting next to Ana was quite dry. We screamed, laughed, screamed some more out of pure delight and fun.

Unforgettable Iguacu Falls. Period.

Monday, October 03, 2005

The Brazilian




Ahhh, Mauricio, Carlos Eduardo. Wooo! - is all I have to say.

I Love this Feeling



I love this feeling after just getting back from a trip. I feel relaxed and happy, and everything around me looks fresh and new. I look at the people around me and the culture here in San Francisco at the differences from what I saw in Rio de Janeiro and Buenos Aires at the things I like and don't like about San Francisco as compared to these places. I love when people ask about my trip and I beam and tell them all the wonderful things we experienced. I totally light up! Going to Costa Rica earlier this year awakened my senses in more ways than one, but this trip to Rio and Buenos Aires made me feel ALIVE!

Ahhh, and I finally figured out how to add pictures to my blog!!! Geez, all I needed to do was use Safari and there is the icon, easy as that, sheez, what was I doing all this time using Explorer. So enjoy! This is my favorite picture taken of some window cleaners in Buenos Aires. Funny how they all seem so well-coordinated with each other and they look like tiny spiders synchronized on the outside of this beautiful glass wall of blue. Lovely.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Defying Gravity in RIO


Mind you, I am halfway delirious as I went to bed last night at 1AM thinking going to bed late would make me adjust quicker back to PST, but no, I still woke up at 4:30-5 AM and didn't really go back to sleep. But I just can't not write about Rio - what a wonderful experience it was to visit this special place. The flight, God the flight, I thought we'd never get there. Plus, we stopped off in Sao Paulo for a couple hours before heading to Rio. Sao Paulo has so many tall buildings, skyscrapers, seemingly millions of them all lined up like soldiers. I have never seen anything like it. The Brazilian I met before my trip is from Sao Paulo, and he told me that would be what I'd see, but I still had no idea how amazing it would look. Unbelievable.

When we finally made it to Rio, we met up with our guide and driver Cirilo, an older man who spoke decent English. He drove us from the airport to the Copacabana where our hotel, the Excelsior was. We drove by the favela, which I have only seen on the silver screen, or on my DVD/TV screen rather, which so enthralls me, me being a Sociology undergrad, so interested in human behavior and how their lives got to be that way. Loved it and couldn't take enough pictures of the favela.

We drove through the maze of one-way streets by Ipanema and Copacabana, navigated through the traffic, Ana and I squealed when we saw the ocean because this meant to us that we were officially in Rio, officially on vacation away from everything we know that is familiar. We saw people running, exercising, sporting speedos openly, women wearing tight short skirts with little tops, people drinking fresh coconut juice, others making sandcastles and sand sculptures into shapes of women laying on their stomachs with thong bathingsuits - ha! And then of course, you could always spot the tourists, there's just something about their mannerisms, maybe it was that slightly confused looked on their faces as they made their way down the walkway. Ana and I wanted to blend in as much as possible, so we brought little skirts and little tops to assimilate to the lifestyle of the local women.

We got to the hotel and only had 20 minutes to get slightly settled in before we whisked away to a churrascaria rodizio lunch - a buffet of vegetable dishes and then endless slow-cooked meats, chicken and others served on skewers that the waiter starts to cut and then you pluck your piece off with tongs provided on the table. I had gone to one of these in San Francisco with a friend so I knew just what to do. Loved it, devoured as much as could without exploding. Then Ana and I were ready for a nap before taking Rio in, that long flight zapped us of our energy temporarily.

Our room was relatively small, but if you look out the window to the left, you could see the beach - ahhhhh! I was happy!!! Then if you look out and to the right, you could see the Christo from a distance perched up on the mountain when the clouds cleared - wow!! The Christo was right there looking over us like an old friend. Zzzzz....we took a nap.

When we both woke up, we got ready to go out! We went to Caravella - "The best pizza. Period." according to one of my books, and it was, it was really good. I love heart of palm so I had to get pizza with that as one of the toppings - yum! Oh and with a chopp on the side - the local beer that I also read about. Perfect! Later, we went to the Nuth Lounge to get our groove on - beautiful people everywhere, music, caipirinhas, dancing, dancing, dancing - what a great first night in Rio!!!

2nd day, we got up and ate our Excelsior breakfast before heading out with our guide to experience the Sugar Loaf Mountain. Ahhh...what a great time, going up the cable cars to the top, although we couldn't see much because of the fog, plus it started raining, it was still a great time. Lots of pictures, great memories and some ice cream at the end. After Sugar Loaf, we passed by this area where hang gliding is commonly done, and our guide kiddingly said that hang gliding was another optional activity we could do. Little did he know that he had crazy skydiving/hang gliding/spelunking Maile onboard because I squealed that I wanted to do it so he made a quick turn off in that direction - well, the weather didn't quite cooperate, so we had lunch at the Casa da Feijoada instead and got drunk on caipirinha and shots instead. Later, we took naps and then went to the open air market and spent a whole lot of reals on souvenirs, gifts and things for ourselves. Drank fresh coconut and ate corn, sat in the sauna, checked email, wrote our postcards to our friends and family and called it a night.

3rd day, we got picked up by one of our hang gliding tandem partners Ricardo as we were going to try again. It started raining, but Ricardo said it would probably be a quick, hard shower and it was. We waited for the weather to clear, had lunch, and when it cleared, we made our way up the mountain quickly to catch the window of opportunity to see Rio from the skies. Ana had never hang glided before so I could understand any apprehension she might've had, but it all happened so fast that I don't think she had time to think about fear - they ran off and then were in the air. Now, this was my 2nd time hang gliding so I was comfortable and I had faith in Ricardo that he would take care of me and he did. What a freeing feeling to run off the mountain and let it all go as I had no control anymore, it was all in the hands of Ricardo as he let me enjoy the scenery, exhilaration and told me to smile at the still camera every once in awhile. Smile, look, enjoy, smile, spread your arms like you're flying, DEFYING GRAVITY, smile, look, feeling like a bird - ahhhh....we landed on the beach, and Ana and I hugged after such a wonderful rush of an experience.

We took naps - we are big nappers, and then headed off to find a restaurant dive I read about called O Crack dos Galetos for dinner. We really didn't know what to expect, sat down and studied the hardly-readable menu as you could tell it had been around and around for many years. We ordered chicken and skewered meat and two caipirinhas, and woo, these caipirinhas were of a different brand of mix because we were drunk in two sips! Ha! It didn't seem like the best of areas and it was an open-air restaurant so we did our best to act normal, but giggled and laughed on the side in between each delicious bite of our meal. Yum! We stumbled back over to the open-air market and spent more of our reals on more goods - ah, fun!

On the 4th and final day, we ate our usual Excelsior breakfast - eggs, sausage, pancakes, fruit, pastries, smoothies and thicker-than-we're-used-to-coffee - and then caught a ride to see the Christo up-close. Wow!! We had previously seen pictures of the Christo, but to see it in person and its humongousness, it is breath-taking and awe-striking - wow!!! We took tons of pictures along with the hoards of other tourists and then shopped at the little gift shops for more souvenirs and gifts. We saw the Christo during a window of sun, and then it was covered with clouds - great timing, we were so lucky! We came back to the hotel and made our way over the beach. Somehow during the hubbub of the week, we never made it over the beach until now. We dipped our toes into the Rio Atlantic and enjoyed the scenery both of the landscape and of the people, both locals and tourists. We obtained beach chairs and towels and basked in the sun as different street vendors came up to us selling cashews, shrimp, bags, and beach towels - what a great end to a wonderful journey in lovely RIO. Next we were off to see the majestic Iguacu Falls on the border of Brasil and Argentina. Wheeee!!! :)

And the Sun Rises


Two days ago I returned from an awesome, indescribable trip to Rio de Janeiro, Iguacu Falls and Buenos Aires, unbelievable, wondrous, surreal, moving, awakening. I heard music, samba, guitar in my head as we whisked around Rio in cars, taxis, shuttles and on foot through the green, beaches, mountain air, water falls, spirit and love of a people who truly know how to LIVE. Iguacu Falls took my breath away, speechless, no words to describe the power of water and all its majesty, downpouring, down, power, it could power the world. Buenos Aires was a peculiar combination of New York, San Francisco and Paris all rolled into one, fast-paced, black suits everywhere, formality, slicked back hair, beautiful people who looked like they stepped out of a fashion magazine, exhaust fumes of traffic right in your face, keep walking, don't look around, there is no time, spent every last peso I had.

I am so delirious and out of my time zone, still on Brazilian/Argentinian time 4 hours ahead of PST. Wooo! ;)

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Mediate - by INXS

Hallucinate
Desegregate
Mediate
Alleviate
Try not to hate

Love your mate
Don't suffocate on your own hate
Designate your love as fate
A one world state
As human freight
The number eight
A white black state
A gentle trait
The broken crate
A heavy weight
Or just too late
Like pretty Kate has sex ornate
Now devastate
Appreciate
Depreciate
Fabricate
Emulate
The truth dilate
Special date
The animal we ate
Guilt debate
The edge serrate
A better rate
The youth irate
Deliberate

Fascinate
Deviate
Reinstate
Liberate
To moderate
Recreate
Or detonate
Annihiliate
Atomic fate

Mediate
Clear the state
Activate
Now radiate
A perfect state
Food on plate
Gravitate
The Earth's own weight
Designate your love as fate
At ninety-eight we all rotate

Hallucinate
Desegregate
Mediate
Alleviate
Try not to hate

Love your mate
Don't suffocate on your own hate
Designate your love as fate
A one world state
As human freight
The number eight
A white black state
A gentle trait
The broken crate

A heavy weight
Or just too late
Like pretty Kate has sex ornate

Now devastate
Appreciate
Depreciate
Fabricate
Emulate
The truth dilate
Special date
The animals we ate
Guilt debate
The edge serrate
A better rate
The youth irate
Deliberate
Fascinate
Deviate
Reinstate

Liberate
Liberate
Liberate
Liberate

It's Good to be Back

Ahhh...what a wonderful trip it was to Rio, Iguacu Falls and Buenos Aires for 10 days with different local guides for each stop. It is surreal to be back as I look at my view at my place - it all feels weird like it's not home just yet. Our home were three hotels in our three stops for the last 10 days, the airplane was our bed for 10-1/2 hours from Buenos Aires to Washington D.C., then 5-1/2 hours from DC to LAX where Ana and I split as she's from San Diego, then a little over an hour back to San Francisco for me. As I download 700+ pictures onto my computer, all the memories come streaming back - all the sights, sounds, tastes, smells, feelings, exhilaration, eyes wide open. I'll do my laundry and unpack all my souvenirs - crosses from the Rio Christo, towels with the Brazil flag strewn across it, costume jewelery, hand bags, Brasilian coffee, mate tea bags, Brasilian yellow and green tee shirt, tank top and sweatshirt, leather pants, reversible jacket, wallet, shawls, scarves, magnets, bracelets...so much and memories all instilled in each.

I swear the cluster of housing in Daly City off the 101 coming from SFO to my home looked like the Rio favela and I felt like I was "home" again. I looked out the window with a smile.

I'm up already and I'm wide awake. It's 9 AM right now where we were. Ahhh...Brazil & Argentina! Muito Mas Love!!