What's Normal?

My mom lectures me..."why can't you be normal?" "Are you fickle?" She sees how I switch up, switch down, and then switch up again, the most comical and honest conversation my mom and I ever had as she shares her concerns about me and my boy patterns, fast and furious relationships and my recent streak of international strong Latin men. My life doesn't always make sense to others and friends live through me vicariously, but, mom, I'm just being me. That is the state of my life right now. "Can you commit?" "I think you like your life like this." She thinks I have commitment issues. I don't know, I hope I can bring it together for the right man, but I just don't know at this point.

I realize now that I need to stop and take a break from this rollercoaster merry-go-round life and rest, lay down flat on my back staring at the ceiling with nothing to do but nothing. He was deliciously dreamy, and I probably won't realize why he came into my life until later. But for now, I just shake my head and smile at the recent craziness of the life that is mine. I do not regret a minute of it ~ I only cherish, smile and giggle into the wind until the next dream breeze comes my way again.

Sit tight and stay tuned~*