Back and Forth, Slowly Forward

Thank goodness for Robitussin, I feel halfway normal again. I go back and forth about my job, life, men, love - back and forth, happy and hopeful to doubtful and flailing. That's part of being a woman, a Cancer, Maile - hee hee. Ride it out some more, give it time, "I know you feel like quitting - Don't" resonates in my ears, watching a girl do pirouettes on a nearby rooftop - that's how I feel sometimes, and then the next minute, I'm flat on my couch looking out the window wondering where this is all going. As "Brooklyn" exclaims, "I believe in miracles. I believe anything is possible" (listening to the soundtrack and feeling the energy of the play infusing me all over again). Ok, just keep believing as I rest and recover, I'll go to my rooftop to do slow pirouettes in the meantime too.