Ok, Call Me Moody

Two teleconferences and one training session later, my self-confidence is shot. Even though I keep telling myself that things with my job will work out and it'll all be fine, I feel my self-confidence fade each day as this possible lay-off drags on. And they keep dragging it on, apologetically but still. Thank God I have my co-worker/friends Rem and Susan to bounce off my fears and insecurities since they are in the same boat as me, voicing exactly what they are feeling too, reassuring that we are not alone. My work is only a part of me and it shouldn't be all of me, but at certain times of the day, it seems like everything. Maybe the people who jumped ship earlier before all this came down were smart so they didn't have to deal with these emotions, but there is something to be said about sticking it out. Let me tell that to myself again.