Four Mikes and a Gene

My last five relationships, except for one, have incredibly been with a guy named Mike: Mike G. (Philly), Mike C. (sound guy), Mike A. (younger one), and Mike J. (be-jesus guy) - oh and there was also Gene.
Unbelievable, I know.

Mike (you know who you are), regrettably, you might find me fade away again temporarily (don't know how long) until I get my life together. With everything that is going on right now (mostly my job and lack of self-confidence), I am not as strong as I originally thought. Plus, I delved too deeply yesterday, put a face and name together and closed that door as you might discover. I'm sorry. I heard you though last week, you sounded good, you don't need me right now. I'll be back though when I emerge stronger.