Waking Up from a Long Deep Sleep

Time ticked and I waited for clarity patiently, not so patiently sometimes. I finally got it, and I'm awake for the first time in a long, long while. I realize now that I was focusing on the wrong things, that I was looking for something that was missing in me, I was only seeing what I wanted to see, was holding onto parts of the past that I wanted to hold onto, and wasn't looking at the full picture, the full equation. I wasn't seeing what was right in front of me and I was blinded. Someone brought me a different perspective and shed light on how things could be, could be better. Something clicked off and clarity clicked on. There was no wasted time or energy, but plenty was learned. No regrets, no worries.