Laying Low for now
Through my recent travels, I've decided to lay low right now independent of everything else. This is not due to any one event or person - I just think I've been focusing on all the wrong things in life, looking to others to make me happy when it is I who needs to make myself happy, find things in life that fulfill me, give back where I have only taken in the past. I no longer want to look to someone else to fill the holes in me because that leads me nowhere. I need to fill them myself dealing with them head on, lightly, with a sense of humor, whole-heartedly, not running away anymore, not burying my head in the sand waiting for someone to rescue me. I'm exhausted, physically and emotionally drained. I need my rest, let things fall into place where they may, push and pull where I need to depending on the situation. Have faith basically, let it ride, and eventually I'll come up for air when I'm ready. Just wait and see.
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